Speshness

A new year again. Last year, I was peaking at being pathetic. Investing in sandy walls and running into the brick walls that were indeed myself. I want to say those days are over; And so I will. Those days are over. And this is my statement of liberation, not a dwelt upon hope, not an unrealized possibility. It's a promise to myself. A sweet old man, and a very boring Biology teacher once wrote on his blackboard,  "You are only truly free the moment     you do not look outside yourself for someone or something to solve your problems" My first impression; Seclusion. If I withdraw my trust, I'll learn to get along without the risk of a